Closure Part 2

How could you take away the one person I care about?
How could you . . . bitch?
Rhyming words can't explain my disgust
Karma can't settle this fucking dust
Bullets can't soothe my soul
Seeing you suffer isn't even my goal
I want pain ... so quick and deep
I want yells drawn out and loud
I want you to feel my pain
But I'm done...

My fucking road dog.  Partner in crime.
Just fuck me over, my heart did the time
I could be the first person you talk to in the morning and the last at night
But STILL you push me to the left; that shit not right
Lying about simple shit
You thought I was a simple bitch?
And although I'll always love you . . I'm done!

So where have I gone?
Honestly nowhere.
I've suppressed emotions and learned not to care
Changed my body, changed my hair
Sweet Courtney is listening and partly still here
But the new girl is in control and I have no plans of going anywhere

Closure Pt. 1

I'm so tired of spilling tears of hate
Tired of bashing down the doors of fate
My life is now destructing at an incredible rate

Where the hell have I gone?
To understand that -- it starts with where I've been
I swear I've been through so much shit with them

How could you like me so much but lie so much?
How could the devil have such a tender touch?
How could you work so hard just to give it all up?
Why did I finally stop giving a fuck?

All I can ask is to stop calling me with the lies
Don't speak that shit while looking into my eyes
Save your apologies and temporary goodbyes
I'll allow you to be the man and keep your pride
Because I'm done

To be continued . . . .