A girl whose been hurt one too many times. Had her trust betrayed one time too many. Been used numerous times. It's kind of funny how easy it is to use someone. Not only to use them for sex (glad I haven't been subjected to this) but to use them for a temporary friendship or to help you do something or simply to listen to your problems. But what's a tad bit funnier is the way the person you've used up starts to play the game and use you too. That reaction is beyond priceless. See I know a little something about being used. I've been used and disposed of, used and disposed of, used and fucking disposed of for most of my life. HAHA you're probably wondering Why in the hell do you keep letting it happen?!?!! Well when you get your heart broken do you give up on love and decide to live your life lonely? No, probably not. It's not healthy to live life trusting no one with a barrier around yourself. So I'll put myself out there hoping to not get my feelings hurt and soul crushed BUT SOMETHING HAS TO GIVE! 9 out of every 10 people I meet always have hidden intentions. But what hurts more than those 9 people showing that they're gonna use me is that 1 person left who makes my life a little bit better just to tear it down later . . .
So to leave you today I want you to think the next time you're asking someone to listen to your problems or help you out with something you can't do on your own, when's the last time you reciprocated the action. Thank God for your GOOD friends because there's definitely a shortage on them and you won't come by many.
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